I still feel that I must be the world's least qualified Catechism teacher. I was really dreading having to teach 7th grade CCD again this spring.
"I've got other stuff to do."
"I really don't wanna."
Let the litany of whining commence.
Poof! I must have been listening to God this morning, or more likely, He hit me over the head with it! because I came back in the house after walking the dog with a new attitude.
STAND BACK, SATAN!
Quit messing with me!
I decided that if I'm going to feel this undecided, apprehensive, etc about going back to teaching, then maybe it's not because I'm a bad teacher, but maybe it's because I've been letting those hints of doubt enter in.
I've got something to pass on to these kids! I'm not exactly sure what that is, yet, but I'm going to do my job and do it to the best of my ability so they remember something from my class.
Off to prepare my lesson plan for tomorrow's class.
or Do Pirates Like Snow? Some of the many imponderables uttered by my children. This is going to be my record of life (because I don't scrapbook, never kept baby books, and have a horrible memory) and the things that happen as a not-so-patient stay-at-home-mom. I'm trying to deepen my faith, but hoping life doesn't cover me in mud.
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Friday, March 16, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
THREE MINUTES
I've been noticing a theme among the strong Catholic women that I follow through their blogs: they are tired, they are discouraged, they are trying to find the light. This disturbed me.
How could I find the faith if these ladies were having problems? After all, I'm only little ole me, and these ladies are well-thought of, vocal, published, important women.
Maybe that's the issue... I'm not helping them keep their lighthouse burning, by not keeping my candle burning. The light in my heart needs to be strong to help them.
So, I took a small step this morning: instead of allowing myself to be mad at K for not doing dishes last night, I just did them!
And, it only took THREE MINUTES!
I was holding those ugly thoughts for longer than that.
Those three minutes allowed me to realize that the flow of the house, our health, and our mental well-being work better when Mom isn't cranky and the house is at least straightened up.
So, I took another THREE MINUTES to wipe down the stove and the cupboards. It'll take more than three minutes to go through the dumping zone of the cupboard top, but if I break it down into three minute segments, I bet I'll just keep at it, and the house will feel better. If the house is clean, it is that much easier to keep it clean.
So, STAND BACK SATAN and let me do my little part to keep my candle burning and help these public woman stay strong in the fight to enlighten and enrich others with the FAITH!
How could I find the faith if these ladies were having problems? After all, I'm only little ole me, and these ladies are well-thought of, vocal, published, important women.
Maybe that's the issue... I'm not helping them keep their lighthouse burning, by not keeping my candle burning. The light in my heart needs to be strong to help them.
So, I took a small step this morning: instead of allowing myself to be mad at K for not doing dishes last night, I just did them!
And, it only took THREE MINUTES!
I was holding those ugly thoughts for longer than that.
Those three minutes allowed me to realize that the flow of the house, our health, and our mental well-being work better when Mom isn't cranky and the house is at least straightened up.
So, I took another THREE MINUTES to wipe down the stove and the cupboards. It'll take more than three minutes to go through the dumping zone of the cupboard top, but if I break it down into three minute segments, I bet I'll just keep at it, and the house will feel better. If the house is clean, it is that much easier to keep it clean.
So, STAND BACK SATAN and let me do my little part to keep my candle burning and help these public woman stay strong in the fight to enlighten and enrich others with the FAITH!
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